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08/27/02
- just a long shot [modified 4/03]
Hi, ______,
Can I trust you not to share
this with the wrong people?
It's "crazy Marianne" as [queen
bee], [Sugar Daddy] and [ the person from whom I've worked so long to dis-entrap
myself, alias "station wagon" (i.e, "they" but there are four more plus
some perhaps reluctant helpers, also) are spreading throughout town and
telling the [eastern town] Police since the Friday night that I was arrested
after I finally called the police on [Sugar Daddy], [queen bee], [spg-A]
and [spg-W], who've all been part of the things that led to this since
May, in hope that the police would look into the situation. I'm starting
to believe that they didn't. And calling the police was the last thing
I wanted to do, but I feel that [My Kindred Spirit, alias MKS]'s life is
in danger and knew that the chances of getting him to safety, i.e., seeing
[MKS] in public again with a chance of convincing him that it was safe
for everyone for him to leave the custody of [queen bee], [Sugar Daddy],
et al, would be slim. In fact, given what I knew of the characters involved
and past experiences, it was very likely that the opportunity may not even
come again in a timely manner.
I'm still trying to bring him
to safety. I have no reason to believe that his situation has changed since
August 8th, except to possibly deteriorate to the point of being life-threatening.
A message was passed to me last Friday night that gives me hope that he
is still alive.
I would LOVE to believe that
I am just imagining these things, that people are just playing with my
head, or that it is just some bad dream that I will awake from and that
things will be fine. But, try to understand, if you had even the tiniest
suspicion that someone you cared about may possibly be in a dangerous situation,
no matter how bizarre or ordinarily unbelievable, would you be able to
rest until it was proven to you to be unfounded?
Disregard what you hear about
[MKS] "not wanting me", etc. [MKS] and I have been through a hell of a
hell of a lot since May, merely as friends in a pact to protect each other,
who "they" were trying to keep from being and doing so. Right now, it's
that he does not want me near there because they've threatened him as well
as me with doing harm to me if I do. And, if I'm to believe messages being
sent to me through various people, it's making it worse for him, as well.
But he knows he needs to be rescued, will not be able to escape on his
own - and this is NOT because he is a worthless alcoholic who can't pull
himself out of situations, as [queen bee] (simultaneously trying to portray
herself as a "friend of [MKS]'s"), [Sugar Daddy] and Bob H are trying to
paint him to be.
Is there anyone else over there
who cares enough about him to look for him and try to get him out? No,
don't believe he's resigned himself to it. I know he was wanting to reach
me during those few days before 8/8 that he was sleeping in his van, but
he didn't know my phone number nor how to reach me and didn't and still
doesn't know where I live. He was trying to memorize my phone# the night
of 8/8, so I suspect that he either does not have access to the phone,
may be heavily drugged a good part of the time, or is so threatened that
he is cooperating "on his own."
On Wednesday, August 14, during
the period when [J] was saying that [MKS] had left town, [someone else
was] saying that he was sick, [spg-T] was saying that
[MKS]'s wife was
in town, [Sugar Daddy] responded to a message I'd left on his cell phone
that morning saying that the thing with [MKS] had gone far enough, to please
give him some of his clothes, bring him here to Waterford and then arrange
to have the stuff burying [MKS]’s things to be removed so that
[MKS] could
get his things latter. [Sugar Daddy] called back to say that
[MKS] didn't
want anything to do with me, that he and [queen bee] were just friends
and that this was [queen bee]'s business, not mine.
So [Sugar Daddy] and [queen
bee] should know how to locate [MKS], right? But [queen bee]'s response
a few months ago when things were looking hairy and [MKS] hadn't been seen
for a while was "Who knows? Those type of people could be here today, gone
tomorrow. Who cares!" And if he happens to appear in public, the proof
that he is really "free" or the way to get him there, would be to see if
you could personally bring him over here just to reassure this "poor crazy
woman."
I realize that there may be
a lot of other things now that this may be connected to and that people
may be concerned that I'll bring the police in on that, as well But my
only interest is to get [MKS] here with me, as the only person right now
that he knows he can trust, so he can really believe that he is now safe.
Then he can rest, regroup and decide what he wants to do from there. .
. . . . . .
Please be someone who is there
for me and for [MKS], someone we can trust, Marianne
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